Meg is the coolest girl ever! She's crazy as hell and she's a little demon! She terrorizes the bosses at work and bullies the sluts! Hahaha...what else...well, she and I get along great. Because we're the biggest bitches in the office.Hahaha...and, the coolest broads in town! Not to mention the smartest. Suffice to say, we rock!

I'm here at work and bored out of my mind. It is my 3rd day at work and not a whole lot has happened yet. Although my new seatmate who started on the same date I did, is stressed out because she has A LOT of stuff to do. Oh well...Im just sitting here typing away the hours.

I've had a tarot card reading for the first time today. I was scared shitless because I didn't really know what to expect. And I wasn't really sure if the person reading my cards was into Wicca or voodoo. As it turns out, he was actually a christian. He gave a whole explanation about his works only being used for good. So anyway....basically, my reading went really well. I hope it all comes to pass. In short...he told me that I would be successful, would travel the world, become a successful photographer (if I worked hard), marry a very smart, successful man (but he's ugly) who will love me and and finish at the top of the world. It all sounds great! I just wonder, if all readings are like this. I'm curious to see if it will all come to pass. He did say my lucky day was October 10. So I intend to play the lotto that day and see if its true. If I loose, then that means he was just yankin my chains.

So here's the deal...about four years ago, I met a certain someone, somewhere and hit it off (sort of). We had great conversations, very open and mostly honest. We talked about different things,like family,our ambitions, our goals, our interests, and what turned us on. But most of the time, it was centered around talking dirty and getting off together. So, I'd say we had phonesex 99.9% of the time.It was fun and safe and very liberating. Even when I was seeing someone else, I always found it sexier, talking dirty and getting off with this guy, than being around my boyfriend. The problem is, after four years of doing this,my attraction has grown to more than just having fun. Im beginning to like him, more and more. And I mean.....GENUINELY LIKE HIM. And I'm freaked out about the whole thing. I just broke up with someone, because he doesn't turn me on. Im scared that I've developed a fettish that isn't normal. My friends frown upon this behaviour. And think I'm a cheater. Especially because they like the last guy I ditched. Oh well....I guess I'll just have to take it one step at a time. So my question is...Is having phonesex with someone you genuinely like cheating, when you're seeing someone else? Even when you don't "do" anything other than talk dirty to eachother?

I have the travel sickness. I should have persued a career in aviation. Become a pilot or a flight attendant, that way I get paid to travel. Not the other way around. No stress. You fly, land and hopefully not crash. Anyhoo...I'm going to Hong Kong! Yipee!!! Totally last minute. No plans of travelling abroad, and then I saw an advertisement on an airline promotion "Travel to Hong Kong, Singapore and Bangkok for only $300." So you know, I had to take it! Got the last seat on the last last day of promotion, too. Somebody up there loves me! And when I get back, I'm off to the beach in Balai! Woohooo!!!! This is my last stint in relaxing vacations before I dive into a stress pit. It would be another year or so, before I can travel again. Which means, I have to postpone my South American Cruise for a whole 8 months! Nooooooo!!!! But the sacrifice is necessary. I hope! Geeze! I just hate having a grown up job.

Owen Wilson's nose really bothers me. He has this crooked, broken looking nose. And its a mystery to me, why...with all his money....why he can't have it fixed! I went shopping and watched a movie with my friend today. We went to see, You, Me and Dupree. As much as I love Owen Wilson...he really needs to get his nose done. It looks really funny. Just looking at his nose plastered on a 50 foot screen, was entertainment and comedy in itself. On the other hand, Kate Hudson looked really good. In fact, she looked hot. Even with a flat chest. Go Kate! Pave the way for all flat chested girls! Suffice to say, the movie was pretty funny. Kathinx rating...***stars!

I've been playing hooky for the past 3 days. I'm getting paid for a full day's work and I've been doing nothing but sit on my ass at home, watch t.v. and chat online. I feel terrible for what I'm doing, but at the same time, I'm sooo ready to leave that job. And scared shitless to start my new one. Geeze...being an account executive handling a telecom account is probably the most stressful, most demmanding, most "whip you into shape" job there is in the advertsing world. I just hate having to work hard for what I want. I would rather get things handed to me in a silver platter. I've been told that being an account executive is the equivalent of being a glorified maid. A world of difference from my current job where I'm a mini princess. But I also know, if I don't do this now, I will always regret not having the courage to persue what I've always wanted to do...to work for a multi-national advertising agency.The Senior V.P. of the place I currently work for told me that he hired me bacause he saw great potential in me. He said, I am very talented and have great taste. He said, I have the potential of becoming a great leader, if I only adjust my attitude and learn to respect my superiors, even when I know I'm better than they are. He said that a good leader knows how to be a good follower. Because only then, will a person learn how to lead. I have to hand it to that guy. He reads me like an open book. He even told me, I should use my strong personality for good and not for intimidation. He gave me some great advice on how to improve myself and grow in my career. Despite all my complaints about SM and the people who work there, I have to admit, it gave me incredible life lessons. I hope I don't forget to bring whatever I've learned to where Im headed. So...Thank You, Mr. Ponce! For everything. I will never forget your kindness and support.

I've been bitten by the blogging bug. I don't know what's wrong with me. Lately, I've been obsessed with blogging. I've created a thousand different blogs, but didn't like how the profile or the web design turned out, and I'm totally clueless on how to make it cool, so I abandon it and create another, and another and another, and another. I finally decided to make my home here. Its more complicated than blogspot, but its easier to manage. However, I have no idea how to upload pictures and how to create links. :( That will be my next project. Except, I'm trying to do more outdoorsy stuff. I've been talking to some friends and I've decided to scuba dive again. I haven't done it since I moved to the U.S. (10 years ago) and now that I'm back....I can! Yeyyyy! Hitting the beaches, diving, jetskiing.....ohhhh...I'm sooo happy! I'll be taking up poi as well, and start studying yoga and apprentice with a known photographer. And did I mention...cooking lessons? Yup! The domestic goddess in me has been awakened. I just hope people don't die from eating my cooking. =( But other than that everything is wonderful. Yup! Life is good! And.... I got hired in FCB...oh yahhhh! www.fcb.com. Check it out when u get a chance. And let me know what you think of the website. It's pretty interesting. I'm soooo HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! And ofcourse, my best and most beloved cousin and I are going on our first mini-weekend-break for the first time in months. And my dearest friend Jean and I will be hitting the beaches of Batangas soon. A cheaper and closer alternative to Boracay Beach Resorts. Hmmm....(sequencing to daydream sequence)....Just imagine.....sitting on a canvas recliner by the beach, listening to the relaxing rythm of the waves,soaking up the warm rays of the sun in your face, feeling the cool, mikly-smooth pina coladas slide down your throat, and digging your toes in the golden sand, hearing children laughing, seeing lovers embracing....(back to reality)...these are some of the things I look forward to in life. One reason why I love the Philippines. The beaches, the lifestyle, the people, the exotic fruits. Its a great place to be. I mean, where else on earth can you go and spend a weekend get-away by the ocean with incredible waters, a diverse marine life (great for snorkling), delicious food, awesome service and a clean place to stay for $20 bucks a night? Nowhere else! Come back next week, if I have time, I'l have pics on here on some of the best beaches to visit in P.I. =) (Let's hope I learn how to upload pics to this website by then.) Lemme know what you think!

Geeeze! I spent all day trying to figure out html codes and I'm about to go nuts if I see another html code floating on my computer screen. And I still don't get it! Arrgghhh!!! So frustrating! I can't even upload my pics for some odd reason, because the upload picture button doesn't function. I'm tired and frustrated. I just want to go to bed and relax. Hopefully, I'll have time next weekend to tweak and improve this bloddy blogpage. If anyone has any advice to offer on how to make blogpages customize and look cool without having to sacrifice the whole day, please, please.....let me know!

Testing out Tblog. Hope it works better than blogspot. :-)